He gives us the desires of our heart

     In this journey my mind has been as clear as ever. I'm so use to ripping and running everyday all day between my 3 jobs, 2 sometimes 3 a day workouts, a social/family life that I was never able to have a clear head. Now that I'm only working part time and not on my normal workout program I'm spending more time with family and friends and my thoughts are so clear. I get excited when I have things shown to me. I know this is not only because I have time to think but because my relationship with God is growing and he's showing me things that I've been trying to figure out forever.
     Having a clear head allows me to think things through and know what I want in life. It's like I can actually see what's in front of me and not have that fog in the way. I see what I want in life when it comes to each part of my life, my health, my family, my career, my future, everything is getting shown to me. Before I felt like I was just going through the motions and didn't know what was to come.
    Each day I see that God is blessing me more and more and giving me the desires of my heart. He was doing this before but I could never see it because my mind was so cloudy. I wasn't always being grateful for the small victories. I can now see that I was truly blessed before and even more so now. We must be grateful. He's granted me the simplest things that keep me smiling to the big unexpected gifts that I never thought I would have. Each day he gives a beautiful surprise and I think to myself, what did I do to deserve your grace, your peace, your mercy, and your joy. I feel all of that, everyday when I wake up and I know it came from no where else but from him. He may send it through another vessel but it's definitely all from him.
     As you go through your day (every day), think about the desires of your heart and ask for them. God wants us to have those things, no big or small, so claim it. I'm so excited to see what he has instore for me today!!! Can't wait!

I am faithful and grateful and I resolve to please God.

XOXO
Janae'